To the left; to the right?

Lately i been a lil confused over my own future as i doesnt know what course i really wants,what i wants to be in the future,what i would be in the future,but i knew now ACCA is not a route for me. I been hitting walls numerous times that i couldnt even keep count myself,just too many negative stuff been coming to me at the same time when i'm down..

I been searching,searching and...keep searching..Thinking of what i used to be interested in,but those choices of dream job that i wanted to be,but non of those seems realistic to me now..

Ppl been telling me:" aiya u song,pick something u interested in lah,wouldnt be that hard rite" but indeed its hard,not everything u liked seems to be a worthy choice of course to study on. And in fact i really dont know anymore what i'm interested in after staying in the 'world of ACCA' for so long,i been brainwashed by lecturers,been brainwashed by frens,been data input that way that everything i wants after is achievable after i graduate ACCA,but that goal of 'graduating ACCA' always seems to far to me. I never could score well,or actually even struggling to pass those papers that i took.

So now i'm in a kind of dilemma of picking what course i wants to take in future,lots of choices is going thru my head now,and i might get frustrated pretty quickly nowdays cuz of it...But today i saw a lil yet simple on jared's facebook profile writting:

'Don't make a choice by how much it would benefit you;

Make a choice that you think you would never regret.'

And then all of sudden i was like,being enlighten! my mind being clear,and that lil short line of sentence did make a great impact to me now,

i know what to do now,thx Jared =)

anyway i end this blog post with a nice song,enjoy ^^

a usual wed morning

for some reason i'm feeling uber bored today cuz ntg special happens 2nite,all i did was wake up for badminton,aaron told me its 1.30pm and i woke up this morning and see ken's msg says 12.30..i was like wtf then i called them...luckily i sempat eat,bath and rush there bout 1.10pm..

came back home,chill infront of pc like usual and go basketball with yi hong as our usual thing to do in the afternoon..played with 1 ang mo lang,he aint really good tho,but still its a nice 3 v 3 game,been a while since played so lil ppl.

then came back home,totally bored till now,ntg special happens at nite,just online do AIESEC stuff,facebook,MSN and now bloggin..MSN 2nite seems a lil bored,cuz it seems that my nite msn spammers are all gone,all gone..even joey 2nite,she aint on9 =( so i'm bored alone infront of the com still awake and not tired,cant sleep this early..so i gotta use some help from Heineken now :Pstill no effect,i seems to be pretty used to beer already,drinking beer is like drinking gas drink to me,no effect at all..

No ppl teman me 2nite,so Heineken gonna be my best friend for the rest of the am =) cheers ppl ^^

heineken

i used to hate alcohol,wine,liquor,beer,etc so much when i was a kid during high school and before..but somehow after i stepped in to college world,everything seems to change,and somehow i luv alcohol drinks so much nowdays...beer is the cheapest kind of them..

Had a bottle of heineken ago at home,cuz dad won a 'hole in 1' in his golf a mth ago and they give him a pack of 6 heineken,a certificate as a gift,and a bottle of liquor(i didnt check wat isit yet)..So today i saw in the fridge a can of heineken there and i ask did dad put that in,so he said he did and i leave it in the fridge a lil while more..then when watching tv downstairs while waiting for my turn to use the com upstairs,i open the can of heineken myself and drank it all xD

nothing beats a chill moment at home with a can of heineken,cheers ppl =D

He Wolf <--i said he wolf,not she =P

Shakira's she wolf vid looks pretty funny imo..the moves are so exotic that i'm lmao at some of them.

anyway have a look at the official video first,and....there's a HE WOLF version of shakira..check the bottom vid after u done the 1st =)

MUST FINISH WATCHING THE ORIGIN VIDEO before watching HE WOLF!

when ya done,watch the bottom one now

stomache

had a wonderful nite yesterday with LYG gang,BBQ all nite long,then mah jong with kang wei and aaron till 7+am in the morning...fuking shit and i gotta wake up 10am+ in the morning to makan bah kut teh with them,was sooo dead all the way along..me and kang wei both K.O d,after siap makan lie on the table waiting to go back,both of us wanted a bed sooooo deadly..

anyway regarding this stomache stuff,i budak tamak and renowned as tong sampah can sumbat everything in my mouth..let me see what i had yesterday:

chicken wings + bacon + mashed potato + hot dogs + coke + sprite + root beer + beer

= a total bundle mess in my stomach >.<

1st thing i woke up this morning,my 1st thought is like...fuk my stomach hurts so bad that i gotta go toilet twice in cousin's place(we had bbq in her place)...after that i could barely stand straight properly * weak legs + hungry * then terus go makan bah kut teh in the morning..after that worst,cuz i'm like adding on burden to my stomach,and we gotta wait for k

ar tung bro's fren to fetch him from klang ktm,i was waiting there all the while wanting to use a toilet...waited quite long and i still can tahan fine...

after that ivan send me home,so i was like soo damm happy can use toilet at last,but fuk!!nobody home,i called dad he aske me go shop take key,and padahal my shit is coming out anywhere soon,wan me walk so far sommore!! and bro wasnt home or in mum's shop either..i'm doomed~! luckily i remember meow2( kai yi ) and i straight away call her while walking to her hse (its just a street away) then she terus bukak gate and i rush to her bathroom and bombard her toilet bowl big time!! like like hiroshima kena bomb sound...LOL..

then i call ivan again in hope he wasnt far and could pick me up to mum's shop(its near my hse) and luckily he's kind enough to make a turn and pick me up,or else i gotta sweat all the way there with walking adding on i've this bad stomache >.<

big time thx to ivan and meow ^^

anyway i end this post with an epic pic someone just showed me moment ago.

this is what i call face-booking ^^

belated b'day celebration with family

well its 2 days past my b'day now and now baru ada chance to celebrate with family >.<>

bah anyway its a simple one,dad,mum,sis,my aunt,my mum's worker(she stays in my house) was there to sing a b'day song with a cake..I'm really grateful already cuz:

1st: it isnt easy to get me a cake that i could eat - allergic to eggs =(

2nd: its really been a while since i talk in a chill manner with my mum

and i gonna spit out a lil b'day wish of mine,1 of it was i wish me n my mum daily arguement would stop and immediately it takes effect!! we're talking bout how's my course going and i say it's bad(i wanted to say suck,its rude to say that to elderly ppl ) and they ask me to asked my cousin for help(same course as i'm) but she's prolly busy with her own studies too,and they asked me to ask lecturer if tak faham,but matter is,i'm falling away too much from syllabus that i dunno what question i can ask u noe?u wouldnt go to your lecturer and say:"miss rosy,i dont understand a thing u said in class,can you repeat everything to me?" hell no man,each day of my syllabus alone is a killer,asking that question alone is a far worst part...bahh,i just start to study back f6(tax paper) and hopefully its enough for me to catch up to the part she's teaching =)

hmm,too much info bout me,guess some pics are suppose to be show up,here it goes:

last but not least,a pic of my family =)) *bro was excluded cuz that sleepyhead is in his bed already*

thx ppl

a real sincere thx to everyone who thrown me a party and celebrate my b'day with me,i'm a lil too tired for updating pics for my b'day...guess what my LYG gang(college gang) gives me as b'day pressie?

• harry potter with the death hallow <--i wanted this book for sooo long,now i could make a collection of it =)
• a box of condom!wtf man,i dunno why the fuking hell in the world they wanna gimme condoms for,but still thx guys

*hearts* everyone =)

stress release

was fuking stress few hours ago,so i asked daniel out for yumcha while exam is on at 8.30am on the 9th,which is like 7 hours more from now..after yumcha bout 10.30 or 11,this dude suddenly decided to go jalan2 with my car,its his favourite past time after yumcha..so went his hse took his shoe and football and we went to this field that's pretty big and ppl playing football..So all i was doing is to sit there and chill reading my book while tis fuker having fun taking me like a goal poll keep aim the ball and me,at 1 time he nearly spilled my beer..uummm ntg beats readin my book with a beer =))

was friggin stress for this few days,cant really concentrate on reading law,dont know a fuk i been reading for the past few days..only till now i'm reading like 2 sub chap...If i cant finish at least 2 main chapter before my exam at 8.30am,i'm not going for the exam..so for now toddles,much more to catch up

p/s: i forgotten to say thx to my dear ji mui a.k.a giraffe,thx for talking to me on the phone earlier ago when i was really down =))

badminton

fuhh,its been quite a while since i played the game i been craving to play for week,BADMINTON!!woot that's it,badminton..For some unknown reason i just luv them..

So Fabian ajak me out,he's 1 of my utopian fren which i never meet before and its the 1st time to meet up =)) went to kayu ara(somewhere in damansara) to play it..pretty nice play tho its a lil quiet,we're the only 1 court playing till 8+ ppl start coming in,before that was friggin quiet >.<

But bleh,was quiet a nice game..At least its intense cuz i wasnt the best and its alwez best to play with ppl better xD i didnt play to my full potential cuz my right ankle still hurts when i make a quick run and do a sudden break to hit,damn foot just wouldnt heal,prolly gonna stay there forever =(

and finish play badminton bout 9pm,and got friggin hungry..I was complaining to ivan how hungry am i on the way to Ming Tien(a food court),and i was pretty happy that my stomach is filled with nice curry mee *yumm yumm*

anyway i still have my business law exam on wed morning,i'm doomed!!i didnt read a thing yet,so toodles guys..Gonna do some utopia stuff,mandi and study!!nerding time =))

To all of you who feel like giving up

take a look at this if ya feel like giving up,

u'll know u've no rights to say that

if ur better in condition than him.

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=103965021495&ref=nf

Kids are adorable

its been a while since i blogged,soo many things run thru my mind for the past few days,my course,my future,what i wants,and lots of more uncertainty.

Anyways nowdays i found that babies and kids are pretty cute and they're so adorable,i never really like to play with them,kid with them n such cuz to me,kids are darn annoying,they keep fan u and disturb when ur doing ur stuff..Example my lil cousin used to fan me always asking me to let him play the com(so he can play his game) and always ask me like:yeu song ko ko ahh,why u lvl up so fast de?u gimme ur trojan lah( he's talking bout the game we both play,lazy bastard that only wants short cuts :P )

But last few days were pretty usual,i been playing basketball and those kids there are just so darn adorable and their moves(basketball) makes u roll on the floor and laugh ur ass off.

and as usual,every thursday i'm suppose to send my sis to ballet in USJ21,so i gotta wait my sis till she finish at 10.15pm and i usually hang out in this 1 mamak...i was revising tax for 2molo's exam and the table in front of me,there's these 2 cute lil gurl playing around with themself,and i actually enjoy lookin at them playing and their convo( i evedrop a lil :P ) sounds dammmmm cute and funny.

i dunno why,just have this sudden weird illness of me luving kids all of sudden =))

anyways i'm going back to my books cuz 2molo exam x.x fun time is over and its reading time,so cya guys some other time when i have idea on what to blog bout,till then,cheerssss ppl