Sick - day 3

i been sick for 3 days now,felt worst and worst,but i could feel i would be well soon ^^ a good body starts with a good thought.

Had my noon nap and i woke up at 8.30pm cuz i promised Bazly i'll go over his house to do some AIESEC work. I actually told Bazly that i'm not going anymore cause my head felt so so so heavy and hurts me so much,but i told myself i gotta get up and do the task cause i dont like to drag things. So went up,took my stuff and leave home. Was coughing, snezzing all the way during Matching Mania season with the other AIESECers,

but bleh,got done at 12.30am so go yumcha with yi hong to celebrate he habis exam. Yi Hong damm kiam siap,he finish exam,i pui him celebrate dont wan belanje me,kedekut fella!

and now got home,did some chatting,game stuff,and frens bonding...and i'm done with this blog post so i'm going bed,nitex world. * hope i get better day and day*

Sick

meh i shouldnt stay up late yesterday nite,was sick already but due to Conquer online having super guild war yesterday,i didnt slept till 5am+ till mum comes out and made me go bed =(

receive a call from Brandon's mum(another person who's going china,same place as i'm) asking when is my flight etc,and now,supposely to be me flying alone to Da Lian,China,now i've 3 ppl,heh..flight wouldnt be so boring when u've someone teman ^^

and now,my head still hurts,feeling heavy and bulky.Each time i shake it or move it a lil,i can feel my brain moving around inside the skul,lol~ bleh,guess i'll be goodie boy and sleep early for once =)

Sat and Sun

People prolly gone clubbing,have fun etc on a saturday nite and sunday prolly goes out with family etc,but me?i'm stuck home with ntg to do. Woke up 4pm on saturday and 1pm+ on sunday

all i did for today was go out to Jusco Bukit Raja to meet another intern that going the same place as i'm for internship in Da Lian,China. Her cousin could help us to do the VISA thing which is a real convinient thing for me as i dont need to go KL alone and do the stuff myself.

All left to do now is book my flight ticket and i'm doing it 2molo afternoon via a dad's friend,she works in travel agency and it's much easier for her to help me find flight =D and packing my stuff,heard max i could bring was 15 KG and i only wants to bring 10KG cuz i'm sure i'll buy stuff back and weight a bit more,so brining 10KG is safest..and honestly speaking,10 KG is very very LITTLE!! i wrote my list out what i gonna bring etc,gonna stuff them in the luggage and weight it..mehh,going China for internship dammm byk thing to prepare >.<

andddd,i so cant wait for China now,just got a mail from 1 of their ppl there that it's snowing now ^^ -5 degrees,guess i gonna freeze there for quite a bit =))

i'm a lil sick now,whole body dont feel right,prolly i woke up at 1pm and didnt had my lunch till 5pm just now when i'm meeting the gurl in Jusco to makan. Then i didnt had the appetite to eat my dinner as well,whole body feels weak,mehh...

signed off,

U Song =)

China preparation!!

Countdown: 10-11 days

just a week + more till i leave to china,prolly leaving Malaysia on the 19th or 20th,depending on flight date. So short time yet so many things more to prepare on.

Passport - done

VISA - not done

luggage - not found yet

flight ticket - not done

Malaysia cultural preparation - not yet

Personal utensils - not done

and so so so many stuff yet undone,or didnt get them on hand yet...

and i promised some of my fren would meet them before i fly off,not even planned yet?!! ffs,i'm so dead x.x

state of confusion.

today starts with a good day cuz i gonna have an exchange interview at 4pm in Taylors Business School(TBS) for my china internship thing. Was actually pretty happy day cause i was expecting to pass it since Yi Hong says it's easy and stuff and he been keep telling me that i'll sure pass no matter what by telling me the failing ratio and why the person fails,so i was having a big expectation that the interview would be real easy questions and stuff.

I only did some minor research and spend pretty lil time on self simulation on what question they gonna ask by the interviewer since yi hong says it's easy. But end up it was a tensed 30 min interview and to be honest,i'm a lil disappointed on how do i explain or structure out my answers,the session goes on pretty bad or below average in my opinion,cuz bout 70% of the questions i couldnt give the interviewer some solid answer that could actually make them thinks i'm qualified for the internship.

The 2 interviewer been keep trying to prompt me questions to make me answer but somehow i had that answer in heart and i couldnt answer them out,i been asked in for 2nd session cuz they're not really sure on my intention to go abroad(AIESEC wants quality exchanger) so i was pretty mess and stress up to be honest but i try to keep myself cool by talking to ppl..when they asked me out for a 2nd round,i knew something is wrong cuz i did interview for other ppl as well,i know what it means..

i'm really really fuked up nervous but when they ask me:" do u think you could pass this interiew?"

i replied them:"i think i would,because i believe i'm a person suits to go for exchange"

but somehow their faces shows a diff thing(i know the interviewer well in person,so i know how they act at times) so i knew something bad was coming,i tried to keep myself chill.. By then they told me i failed and gimme reasons saying that they're uncleared of my exchange intention and doubt my seriousness for going this exchange i was really really stunned,even if i fail cuz i dont do much research,but seriousness?i do think i tried to show how much i care for this interview,how much i care for this internship thing.. But mehhh,everything turns bad i still fail the interview,i know there's no point arguing for now and there is always a reason for failing me,probably i'm not the one they're looking for so i'm fine with it.

Drove home fuking quick,been tail-gating ppl all way long cuz i'm still really confused and unhappy bout the interview(luckily i wasnt sending catherine back,or else she'll scream at me asking me to slow down >.< ) but meh,when i thought of my mum,it reminds me back 1 of the facebook video that i watched bout speeding,and i promised myself i wouldnt wanna put mum into a state of worry so i slow down by alot,from 130kmj to 80-90kmj.

Got home in a confused yet restless mood and told mum i fail,she asked me why but i still dont feel like telling her everything yet,wasnt in the right mood,i just wanna be alone that time. So i switch on the TV,sms ivan and told him i failed,which waiting for his reply,i slept at the sofa.. Woke up by 1 of the interviewer's phone call telling me that they have already reconsider for passing me,so i could go for internship..

By then i'm still really confused whether i passed of fail actually. That 'blade slice' of u guys did on interview had already put on a deep wound into me,and i'm still thinking,wtf is this?is this some kind of joke?if u wanna fail someone just fail him and dont call back,if your unsure on your answer,DONT DECIDE IT SO QUICK YET THEN!!think calling back and apologizing bout not having deep, adequate thinking before telling me,U FAILED, seriously left a real real real big impact on me still...

i'm still very confused,things were still messy in my head,but bah...w.e i need time myself till for another few hours to actually cool myself down to able to talk back to him and ask the final decision.

a tired day with a good ending

Today i was suppose to do reception for 1 of the interns coming from germany over to malaysia to do her internship in ILTC,rawang. So i meet up reza which we're both late and we got to KL central bout 4pm when she arrived at 3.35pm or so..felt a lil bad for making her wait cuz we're stucked in jam. Anyways got her in KL central and we took a ktm over to rawang and a cab later to the 'home' where Suzanne(the germany intern) suppose to stay for her whole coming internship days =)

actually i felt a lil bad for telling Reza that we would probably finish bout before 6pm so he could go home and fetch his mum somewhere,but somehow he got home pretty late like,7.20pm only we get to reach KL central...He got scream by his mum when we're otw home in the rawang ktm station,i could hear her mum sharp voice pounding on his ears >.<

but meh,was fuking tired,and i gotta walk a 20 min walk when i reach subang KTM myself to TBS(Taylors business school) and get into my car and call catherine up,asking she wants to have dinner but she ate,but she ikut my car back cuz she just stays beside my house.

Got home,took a nice hot bath then a cold one later =D and proceed to finish up some final touch on info bout the internship program that i'm planning to do end of this year..Had a talk with mum and i didnt expect them to ask so lil question,they just like okay,go for it...then i was like,why not u ask more!!! >.<>

for now,laterz guys,cuz i'm going bed..update u guys more when its comfirmed =)

Let's Forgive

Firstly i gotta apologize cuz i been missing off from the bloggin world for a long period,been busy for the past 3-4 weeks cause of some AIESEC member recruitment things going on and i'm in the team,but i'm not gonna elaborate much bout it here.

You know,sometimes i do think myself being a too good guy of putting in too much trust in people out there and in the end u get alot of dissapointment.

A good example happens today:

I lended my car to this friend of mine(i dont wanna mention who isit,and dont ask me who is it) cause he has a marketing trip at 3pm in ss2 while i meet him up in taylors at 2.45pm,and i say:"why are u still here,bus wouldnt reach in such short time." but he says cause its raining and he cant go there in time with bus. Since it that way,i wouldnt wants him to be late fore the marketing trip or else it would create bad impression of AIESEC towards the outsider so i offer out a help myself for lending him my car,it's the only way he can reach ss2 in 15min time.

And then off he goes,(best part is i'm not even doubting his driving experience at all cause i trust him as a good guy) and he promised me he'll be back prolly bout 4.30-5pm so i says okay to him since i could be home in time if i wants to and avoid the jam period...then okay,time goes by and i keep watching on the clock but he's not back yet so i tried calling him,fuk his phone is dead and i dont like it when i need to know where is my car while he's phone cant get through(i been spamming his phone so much then i bet he'll see 100 miss calls when he switch it on later) then fine,it goes to 6pm,7pm and this fuktard aint appearing yet,wtf rite?

i was soooo fuking pissed off that i find his boss which is my close friend of mine to know where is his marketing trip,i was bout this fuking close to get ivan to come to me and i gonna rush to that fuking place of his to gali him out. Luckily this guy is with another gurl according to her boss and we called,then only i get to know he was lost on the way there to ss2 and lost on the way back to subang too,and he's so darn smart to go federal highway on the most jam season of the week which is friday nite..But bleh,that all is still fine,by 7+pm ivan and kar tung came over to teman me(we're suppose to makan dinner with my college gang at 6pm) till 8+pm and i'm seriously damn pissed cuz now this gurl phone is DEAD AS WELL!!my head temperature was rising so fuking quick that i was really really really this close to land a fucking kick on some random car door but i hold on my temper.Then when 8.30pm only i get to see my car beside TBS,with door lock and nobody inside~...I continue to spam both phone lines and its still dead and i was walking around every single place that i can think he'll possibly will be hanging around in TBS area.Then somehow he appears after that,luckily i was very very chilled and cooled down by ivan's lame shit jokes before that,or else i'll be storming over at him and cursing like mad big time.

Then after that my college gang finish makan at ss2 murni d,so me,ivan,kar tung went Asia Cafe instead for dinner.

The main kesimpulan here is,i'm not actually mad at him for being late but mad at him for not even care for giving me a fuking call or sms that how late,how long,or where are you so i can at least help u out when you've a person who has a phone beside u which u can call/sms me!!!

But bleh,for now i'm cooled down already after watching this video that i just saw on facebook,but i somehow got another version which is on youtube,called "Let's forgive"..The title itself is self explainatory.

Everyone wished to be forgiven when they did something wrong so as well as me,so i'm now truely not mad at him anymore..Anyway enjoy the video below =))